I have a date tomorrow.

And honestly I feel gross.

I don't even know why I am going.
I don't even wanna go.

Free food is always good. Lol

But I need to force myself and move on.

Yell did it.

Pretty sure he didn't feel gross since he is a thirsty man whore. All these sluts around him make him feel less gay that's why he loves lusting over them for sure.

He is a gross gross man.

I don't know how to get over this.
I want to leave...

I want to stop.
I want to forget.

I don't wanna feel anything.

Sometimes, I wish I just never met you.
That way I will never fall in love with you and have these great memories.
That way I will never get disappointed.
That way I will never trust someone completely and will never feel betrayed.

The only man I trusted in my life.

I don't know how am I going to do this.
I don't know how to meet new people.

I'm ruined.